What if...

“What if, I’m not around anymore?”
“What make you away?”
“I have to. It’s beyond me. Beyond my will.”
“I never thought of losing you.”
“You’ll always have me. But what if I’m not around anymore?”
“Like dead?”
“You can say so. I’ll be alive. But like I’m dead. I’m not around.”
“I will missing you.”
“I know. But you have to let me go. Then write a story about me. About us.”
“Do you really think I care about writing at all now, hearing you say things like this?”
“I’m sorry. I’m only thinking about what ifs.”
“Then think about, what if you stay in my life forever.”
“Like I’m dead in your heart? So I can stay there forever?”
“Like I’ll be selfish and want you to do whatever you can do to stay with me forever.”
“I’m worried. I can’t be around.”
“Don’t worry. You’ll stay.”
“If it’s God’s will. If it’s God’s will.”