Because it's still you

I lie hundreds of times a day.

Saying that I don’t love you.
Saying that I hate you but..what to do?
I can’t escape from you, I guess I love you
Because every day you’re in me, every day, you make me cry.
Again today, my empty heart is hurting.
This loneliness that keeps popping up.

We are doing the same love but. Why am I the only one hurting?